Crush.

Sometimes, you wonder why your crush in the past could give you such a powerful and memorable feeling that you still remember and long for til now.

And then you wonder why you guys didn't end up together.

What if.

What if.

But you know what? The brief time you had together was exactly why you grow fantasy about this person being the right person.

They successfully charmed you, and then you developed an idealized character in your head about that person.

Then things just didn't work, one way or another.
But you refuse to believe that things weren't fixable.

What about the fantasy i have about how love should be?

Don't i deserve that too?

Honey, you do.

Maybe not the entire fantasy, but you deserve someone who is not perfect, but perfect for you.

You deserve it, and that’s exactly why you didn’t end up with that person from the past.

Because the right person is always.